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Sunday, December 7, 2008
"chill burung minum kopi dengar bob marley.."
-Copyright
For whatever it takes,
I'd be better off alone at times
Isolating myself from my folks.
dont even mention my brother.
For 15 years of my life
I never felt love from him.
A real one I meant.
So dont bother me anw.
Im sorry mum,truly this time.
But I just cant help it.
I feel so heavy everytime to speak up.
I was trying get myself some sleep
instead I let out few drops of tears.
I just had to put up for an hour.
Not even the hardest breath.
My necklines were drenched.
I hope I didnt attract her much
cause its a shame.
Is it so hard to say sorry?
f u c k me up,please.
I'd be better off alone at times
Isolating myself from my folks.
dont even mention my brother.
For 15 years of my life
I never felt love from him.
A real one I meant.
So dont bother me anw.
Im sorry mum,truly this time.
But I just cant help it.
I feel so heavy everytime to speak up.
I was trying get myself some sleep
instead I let out few drops of tears.
I just had to put up for an hour.
Not even the hardest breath.
My necklines were drenched.
I hope I didnt attract her much
cause its a shame.
Is it so hard to say sorry?
f u c k me up,please.
Her birthday's round the corner and
I would like to make it up to her.
I have somethings at the back of my mind ready
and I shall run things the way Ive planned.
Nevertheless,Heaven has sent the greatest mum
and for that I ought to show my gratitude.
I got the board that
I needed and I headed down
to Leisure Park.
I had alot of things to catch up on
whatever shit with them.
How I miss sbf.
to Leisure Park.
I had alot of things to catch up on
whatever shit with them.
How I miss sbf.
Besides,I hold a whole long list of other
people that I miss too.
Im not sure how I'll be glad
to celebrate Hari raya Haji tomorrow
God please be my saviour.